Each new moon is very interesting and this last one (26th April) proved to be yet again a challenging period. The last week accentuated a real push-me pull-you experience. My feelings are amped up as I am being pushed to change. And change I will, at least in some measure.
What I want most right now is a flavour to be accepted and respected as a valuable member of the ‘tribe’. Enough with the feeling of being an outcast, a reject, someone who just doesn’t measure up.
To sketch the situation : I had a full blown argument with somebody I considered to be a close friend regarding the tarot cards, as in her opinion I am not (yet) spiritual enough to be helping people.
What I want to highlight here for all of you darlings out there is that we should own these feelings of being like an alien, as if you don’t fit in, are not taken seriously or take up too much space. These are mere perceptions. The only one who can define your value is you yourself. Don’t let anyone else determine that for you.
Take your power back !
None of this is what I want or where I want to be going. If you can identify with any of these reactions, thoughts or feelings, you can see them for what they are and purge them now. This can be a very healing time.
Maybe you have been experiencing the stress of the feeling of having to move away from familiar situations, the need to let go of something or someone. Many of you are feeling the pinch financially as a lot of confidence has been blown out of the future.
You might be feeling as though you have been pushed to the wall. You may have recognised some old stories coming up about lack. This lack can be about money. But there can also be feelings of loneliness, abandonment, or the need to be alone to go deeper in order to work things out. Self-talk : it is incredibly valuable to listen to the things you say, not only to yourself, but also to others. You may have felt tired, worn out, with not much in reserve. You may feel the need to get organised, get going, to break through barriers and to apply yourselves to the things that reward you, and don’t feel like continuing to have a heavy weight on your shoulders. Bring about some big shifts as new ideas, new perceptions, new opportunities come to light.
Hectic and illuminating.
You still need to watch your thoughts and what you are sending out into the universe. The “Stories That We Tell Ourselves” are always powerful. That appears to be particularly true now. Right now it is important to figure out what you want to be doing, how you define yourself in the world, and you are being asked to both find your voice and your feet.
You can bring back something that you thought was lost – you can renew or revive something (or yourself). You may have to be careful that you don’t ‘drop any balls’…. you may need to keep juggling. If you’re meant to drop any, you will and perhaps you won’t notice amongst it all. This can bring breakthroughs in understanding, decisions and/or moves made, final resolutions to old stories, a deep letting go of restrictions and moving into the future. In fact, it’s a very strong period of out with the old and in with the new.
Be a pioneer.
Reach out for new objectives, new shores, new beginnings. Let go, deeply let go. There is enormous opportunity to break free of past barriers, limitations, sabotaging mechanisms, etc. Get out of the swamp of negative feelings and emotions. Concentrate on YOU. Not on everyone else first, but YOU first. The trick is – are you up to it?
For a woman each month marks a time of new beginnings and realisations. It’s like a birth after a time of gestation or being ‘in the womb’. The light begins to return and we can see new beginnings and possibilities. Set your intentions for the future. Plant the seeds of whatever kind. What do you want to manifest in your future? Whether you write it down, sing about it or just hold the thought forms in your mind, doing this can realise some fabulous results around the things that you want to draw into your life.
— Brussels, Belgium (May 2017)